I often feel there’s some hidden significance there and the popularity of 1970s music on another forum has led me to consider it again. It's probably a common phenomenon related to age but I get a very strong feeling that the most exciting music was produced during my teens and cut off quite sharply at age 21, as if it lost its forward momentum at that point. There’s a lot of excellent music after that point but it’s much more patchy and disorganised, and I don’t relate to it as strongly. So my idea is to pick out music for each of those years and focus on listening to that in sequence, getting a feel for the music of each year. I would have been stuck for music up to age 5 a few years ago but have since found a lot of avant garde stuff in the classical area and most of this also peaks in the same time frame. There’s definitely something I ought to be doing regarding that part of my past, like changing my feelings, reinforcing certain memories while paying less attention to others, perhaps even developing a story of how I could have felt or acted differently, and maybe listening to music composed or released during each year will help by either strengthening or even associating new emotions. It’s all a bit confused at the moment so I thought the Tarot might help clarify matters. 
The card suggests a diving into the depths of the soul and feelings, a search for personal fulfilment, absorption within oneself, transformation of unresolved conflicts, recognitions, one’s own history and development, perhaps the need to establish boundaries. These thoughts seem quite relevant to my ideas, it looks like a project worth pursuing.
